It\u2019s so weird that I am on Spring Break now. As of this afternoon and for the last time in my undergraduate career, I have no classes for a week. I honestly don\u2019t know how to feel, but the best description is Taylor Swift\u2019s song \u201c22.\u201d Happy, free, confused, and lonely at the same time. Miserable and magical.<\/p>\n
Before you ask, I\u2019m not going anywhere. This time last year, I was in New York, which was my first flight and first time out of the south (South Carolina is my home, visited Georgia, Florida, and North Carolina). The last time I went on vacation was in fifth grade and I don\u2019t count my trip to New York as a vacation because it was so busy and stressful. It was a school trip that was very itinerary heavy in terms of visiting a million museums an hour and my feet were hurting from bad quality shoes. Everything just felt too rushed. Anyway, back to the present. Given my experience with planes and road trips, I\u2019m kinda glad that I\u2019ll be chilling at home without dreading a red-eye or staring at the road for hours.<\/p>\n
Yet, I still feel ehh. I think it\u2019s because I have tons of work to do for my book and my collection of senior artwork for my major. Illustrating and writing a book is hard and I\u2019m so afraid of screwing up, but I gotta keep moving forward. Also, the art I\u2019ve made for my senior thesis is\u2026troubling me.<\/p>\n
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